Monday, November 16, 2009

time of the sem

to mug from day to night

to stuff myself silly with junk food to not fall aslp

to look forward to holidays. XMAS, oooh delightful

to not be distracted

to give it your best shot!

for the fifth time in NUS, i am telling myself i will survive

self efficacy ensures better performance.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

take a break

study all day long only to get average results. but it's ok i know i have it in me, somehow.

photo from nike run with this special friend of mine, my lovely friend who has been here for me for...7 years. thanks girl.. you are truly my special one! (:

havent taken a photo with this boy for some time alrdy, been having massive pimple outbreaks. very sickening. now i am at the stage of repairing the skin. haha leonard drake treatment which this boy keeps tempting me to go for. which is expensive by the way. it's a wonder how he makes me mad, sad, happy, lucky, thankful, strong all at the same time. don't know how he does it but still. ((: so glad we found our new food place in wcp. whee to cheap and good food.

been talking a lot about the future. and i know we will work towards it, together!


alright, last presentation for this sem tmrw. it shall be the best, i hope.

Monday, November 02, 2009

my sister's keeper

made me tear, made me think and made me realise the simply joys.

it's worth a watch, really.

emotional days like these get harder when the rain comes.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

stop the fake smiles

so i did my first market-ing session in my life with my maid this morning.

really missing my daddy and even my mom's nagging.

left with 2500 chapter, 1000 word intro

and a 2500 lab report.

it may seem painful, really.

but i realise i do enjoy taking psyche afterall, minus all the pressure with needing to excel, to be on top of others in the bell curve.

few disciplines would allow you to be exposed to the real human life settings. not forgetting the applicability of the concepts which makes you wonder in awe how complex human beings can really be deciphered simply.

so maybe this post is to remind myself that school may be tough, but it could and would have been much worse if i were taking some other degree. once in a while, you need to remind yourself that passion is more important than grades. and life is more than that piece of cert.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

i looked through all our photos and realised how much i miss you.

i miss you, really do :)

been cabbing to school a lot due to the fatigue accumulated, saying byebye to money.

feeling worried for tutee's results. when you are a tutor/teacher, it feels like you take the exams with the components of composition/comprehension/summary over and over again. saw a quote which is sth along this line, "a teacher is one who sees the student at the back". pretty impactful and i hope i can remember this.

isn't it strange how i dont appreciate what i have now, look forward to what i am going to have in future. and when i have it in future, i would probably miss what i have now. is it only me?

a weird mix of feelings now.